i = epic bloggingFAIL.

yea...i like, don't post on here anymore... :( i feel bad. so, here's a wee update!

I FINISHED MY VEST!!! \o/ \o/ *squee!!* i'll post pics tomorrow, after i charge my camera :P
last post, said i was visiting drexel. well, LOVED IT!! it's my top school. ^_^
i had an awesome day....HSPAs done, vest done, someone complemented me and made me squeee (in my head, though lol).
i got my practice SAT's scores back. critical reading 610. math 630. writing 750. yea. now if i can score that for real on the 14 i would DIE of euphoria, especially because my mom said if i do, she'' cancel the may test. and maybe get me a blackberry. (she got one, i'm still peeved. though i have a chance now lol)

and here's a poem from a while ago, just so this post is worth something:

Happy.
What is it?
What does it mean?
It is the feeling you get
When you enjoy what you do
And appreciate whom you are with.
It is your demeanor
When you love yourself,
Your faults and strengths,
And you love your life.
Happy.
It feels like the sun on your skin
On a clear spring day.
Happy.
It fills your heart
And mind
With sunshine.
The world needs more happy.
But what is it?
How do we find it?
We find it
With love.

my angsty poems are better...though i'm still happy from my good day, so this was more fitting.

hopefully i'll be posting a wee bit more now...*crosses fingers*

time for homework lol.
till later. xo

mehhhhhhh

yea. um. i feel like an uber lameface for not posting in forever....except for the fact that i don't think ANYONE AT ALL reads this damn thing...

i try writing and fail, either from writers block or from stress or i just forget...
i procrastinate everything humanly possible...
i think i just barely don't have enough fabric for my vest...
i have SAT class tomorrow (later today? whatever) and a full length test sunday...
i might be visiting drexel this thursday...
i have an effing dentist appointment tomorrow (later? again, whatever)...
i'm worried about something and i don't know what to do about a certain person...
i get distracted every time i try to read my freaking book that i've been wanting to read for a while...

so overall, f*ck my life. but, plus side: i have off this week. wahoo.

so yea...i think i might go to sleep soon...

ughhhhhhh

i have midterms tuesday.
haven't studied at all really.
im screwed, and i don't totally care. because everyone's insane about it and i just...i can't do it. same with SAT junk. DAMNIT i'm so screwing myself over. and ughhhhh.

MIDTERMS = Man I Didn't Think Everyone Really Meant Studying

akfbsdhbcvdj.
i SHOULD NOT be on facebook and blogger and livejournal and aim/meebo and i SHOULD be doing something at least somewhat productive even if it's not studying. DAMNIT.

and i just had a revelation: i'm not studying for all these fucking tests because they scare me shitless. GREAT. :|

i guess i'm off to do some math review because my friend is finally online and i guess i'll work with him...
till later (if i survive midterms). xo

cartoonize the twilight universe - and the WORLD!

this blog is so cool! Cartoonize the World has made cartoons of rpattz and kstew! i believe they're cartoonizing someone from the twilight cast once a week, plus the same scenario with the harry potter cast (they've just done daniel radcliffe), and also lots of other celebs. go check it out, they're amazing!! :]

wow i'm lame

so yea...i'm lame. i barely post on here anymore. i sit with my books open in front of me for HOURS and don't start my homework...i wonder if i actually have ADD, or am just a BEASTLY procrastinator...or just a normal teenager. hmm.

anyhoo. at the bottom of my blog i have now added a funny little thing i found at the Cartoonize the World blog. i got excited in my strange obsessive fangirl ways and decided to snag and post it. so yea. :P

now i'm hopefully going to actually go my homework (like i've been saying i definitely would for the past...oh, 2+ hours?), since my spanish book is sitting open under my laptop as i type...

till later. xo

wooohoooo!

eep i got my new headphones yesterday!!!! they're so freaking amazing, exactly what i wanted!!! ^.^ i love them so so so sooooo much!!! *jumps up and down and squeals*

*deep breath* ok i think i'm good now. ;)

so yea. oh and before i found my headphones in the mailbox, i had gone to cherry hill to meet with my college counselor. he gave me a LOT to think about now: i might not be going on a USY summer trip this summer - instead i would intern with my aunt in Los Angeles (she has a clothing line, and i've wanted to intern with her for years - it is a "golden opportunity" as my counselor called it)...i have to think about what kind of school i want to go to...if i want a school with a fashion program or not...if i want to study business or not....so yea, lots to ponder.

i just got back from the movies. saw slumdog millionaire. was decent...but weird.

so yea, guess that's it. i have a lot to do tonight and tomorrow: homework i've put off all of break, finish filling out the college chart i made, writing, roleplaying (that i am now in love with heehee).

till later. xo